Damn. Just napped for an hour and could still go right back to sleep. Took a shower because my MRI is tomorrow at 10am and don't think there will be hot water tomorrow with mom and dad taking their morning showers. I'm on vacation. I'm off for twenty days straight. I was so tense this afternoon. I did everything I was suppose to before I left. I find it hilarious that the office cannot run without me. What's going to happen when I leave? It won't be my problem anymore.

Tomorrow is MRI and wrapping of gifts. I still need to buy my grandmother something. Crap!

I will not worried about my MRI tomorrow. I will not worried about my MRI tomorrow.

Today was insane. Busy. Tomorrow's going to be... I have no clue. Everyone's going to want something from me. 7 hours and then I'm out of there.

Another one. This one hurt just to move my head. Even with a nap, it didn't go away. Blah. I see the neurologist after vacation. MRI's on Wednesday. Not as worried or nervous as last time.

At least (knock on wood), I don't have tooth/jaw pain anymore. I feel when I'm clenching now. I noticed it this afternoon when I had my headache. Haven't slept with my night guard for a couple of weeks now.

I've got 14 hours of work left. Sweet. I've got about 59431354521365 billion things to do before I leave. Not good.

And then I'm on vacation until January 11th. I can't wait. Going away from the office. Away. Far far away.

Went shopping today with dad. He got all pissed off because of the amount of people in the stores and parking lots. Eh, it's the last Saturday before Christmas. Of course everything's going to be packed. Got most of what I wanted. Need a bit more for sister and have to go with mom to get dad's stuff. I think I need one more nice thing for mom - no jewelry, she never wears it.

Did I mention vacation? Cousin's birthday party is tonight, but I just don't have the money and I'm still tired from this week. Can't. It's $50 just for taxi to and from, and then there's drinking. I'd rather save my money for Florida.

Meeting's done. I'm exhausted. Wiped out. Freezing cold. It's near Christmas and I still don't have a heater in my room. Took me two hours to get home tonight - 1 waiting for the taxi and 2 the taxi was told to pick people up at the mall and they took forever. I can seriously sleep for the next week straight.

It's almost done. Today is the day we've been planning for the most. The one where we are in charge of the day. I hope everything goes off. I'm exhausted. And we still have to party tonight. Crap. I'm ready to sleep until Monday.

I'm exhausted. Spent the entire day with a headache yesterday. Meeting was a mess as usual. It pulled off in the end. I was so busy, it's not funny. Hopefully today will be better. Need to sleep about another 14 hours straight. I'm totally claiming all overtime. I'll get it on the pay that happens on the 31st. I should be in Disney still. I've got 7 hours, I think... It's probably more. An extra day will totally help. Any money will totally help. I need the cash. I could just go back to bed right now, but I have 10 minutes to get ready to go for breakfast.

I worked 13.5 hours today. I'm exhausted. I'm in a pretty hotel until Friday. I'm so tired. The next three days are going to be insane.

That's right. I'm not working until tomorrow. I have no energy to do anything. I may be bored out of my mind, but that doesn't mean I'm going to start a major project due this week for work. Procrastination at it's best. It's still cold in my room. Mom says that if Dad doesn't install the heaters by next week, she'll hire an electrician to do them. I'm so glad that I'll be in a hotel room next week.

Need heaters. Worked 10 hours today. Exhausted.

Yeah, okay... The snow was fun. Finally looks like winter outside. But really didn't need the cold and the winter, mother nature. Take it back.

Yay! It finally looks like winter! Feels like winter in my room. I wish my dad would install our heaters. Pulled another blanket, a thicker one, to sleep with. Work was insane. Need to do some personal stuff tomorrow and fit in all the work I have to do. Crap. I really don't know how I'm going to go on vacation in two weeks. Crazy!

Ah, the holidays are here. My meeting is next week, so I'm running around with my head cut off. I'm exhausted. I have no money for Christmas presents and haven't even started shopping. I'm not ready for my trip to Florida in 2 weeks. Bah. Oh - and they call for almost 20 cm of snow tomorrow with bad winds. Awesome! Tonight, my favorite Christmas tv movie was on - "Borrowed Hearts" with Roma Downey and Eric McCormick. I have to watch it every year. It's not on ABCFamily this year, that sucks. I watched most of it and make some chocolate chip cookies. I'm so not looking forward to tomorrow's commute home from work. It going to suck ass. I'm definitely leaving work early tomorrow.

Holy crap. Just napped half an hour and woke up to run into the shower. Today was long. I'm exhausted and cold. Winter's coming, you know. Everyone's saying 20cm of snow for Wednesday. Finally. Might change coats tomorrow. I was cold today wearing my heavy fall jacket. Might be time for light/medium winter jacket.

Hematologist's appointment was fine. I'm slightly above normal with my white blood cell count - I'm a 9. 8 is normal and 10 is too high. He asked if I had any recent dental work. I told him about the lower right filling from a couple weeks ago. He said that could do it. Booked MRI appointment this afternoon. I'm totally on a roll. I'm scheduled to do it December 23. Awesome Christmas present to myself. I really hope these figure out why I'm having so many horrible headaches.

Boss offered me to do some overtime this week, weekend, and next week at time and a half. Awesome! I knew this was coming. I have no clue how I'm going to prepare my replacement while I'm gone on vacation. I have to prepare a week's work for someone who has no idea what they are doing. Crap.

Holy crap. Last night's headache was unbearable. It went away for a while, but then it came back with a vengeance. Felt like throwing up and was so hot. I think I get headaches when I feel overheated and last night was not good. It was so hot in the hall for the Christmas party. Still had a bit of the pain this morning, but it went away after I took another pill. I've got a hematology appointment tomorrow for an entirely different reason - I've got low white blood cells, too. I'm just falling apart. At least, there's no more tooth pain - knock on wood. It's been over a week. I'm seriously starting to think that it was the broken filling the entire time.

Today was a long day. Going to bed.

I grew up with a mother who never let me cut my hair. Who always did my hair the same way - braid across, native barrette clipped near top of head. Got a haircut tonight. Been thinking about it for the past couple of weeks. My hair is just getting way too long. I keep wearing it the same way. I'm getting bored. My mom said after the cut that this is probably the shortest I've ever had my hair. It's around/just above shoulder length with a few layers. I can pull it into a tiny ponytail if need to. That was my only exception. I need to be able to pull it back. Now, I have a Christmas party tomorrow and I don't know how to wear my hair. Ahhh!

Ahhh! Got paid my sick leave bank today. Stuck that right in my bank account. Totally not touching that until Florida. Need to increase my credit limit. Went out and bought 120$ worth of groceries tonight, but we needed it. Sister and I can't keep buying lunch and need snacks too. I bought just the necessities and it still cost an arm and a leg. I wish my mom would budget her money properly.

Tomorrow and Friday are going to be hectic at work. The boss' boss will be at the office tomorrow, as will one of the managers. My boss is traveling tomorrow and will be in the office on Friday and I hear another manager is also traveling tomorrow. Fun times. I'm so behind on everything, it's not cool. Plus, my assistant coworker is not in this week. Crap.

Then there's 2 Christmas suppers I have Friday and Saturday. Need to figure out what I'm wearing. Also going to sleep over at aunt's house on Friday. Mom's babysitting, so I figured I'd head over there after the 1st supper and go home with mom. Think I can schedule a hair cut for tomorrow?

Stupid paper cut that only now decides to start hurting. I hate you.

How can tomorrow be December already? Crazy. Need to mark down that I haven't had teeth pain since I went to the dentist on Thursday. Could it be the filling that was aggravating me all this time?